this past year, i can't remember a time that i didn't have a guy in my life
when he walked away, i kinda gave up on it all.
i've given my heart away too much this year
and every time it got thrown back at me in a million pieces.
i decided that i need to take sometime for myself
and honestly i've never been so happy.
there's absolutely no more stressing over stupid bullshit
and i've become closer than ever to my friends.
but u want know the greatest lesson learned through this all
i finally realized that i don't need a guy to make me happy <3

♥ week end updating ♥

going to mall for week end. ~

so tired of looking for some nice clothes for CNY ~~

Dinner @Jawiria

want eat somay urh =(

no somay there

after dinner go sing k and club ~~~

dont have much time for sleep =="

if my mom know every weekend

I'm like this

for sure she will kill me

♥ I've got two NEW REAL FRIEND ♥

yeah, i have a friends on facebook

LEXIE or ALEX ♥

i know him had long ~

maybe almost 2 or 3 years

i dont remember it..

we chat sometimes on fb,

yahoo, twitter and webcam ~~

but never met in person

bcuz of distance..

2 days ago we met for the first time

also with his friend RIO ~~~

I just know RIO a few months ago

not as long as i know LEXIE

but they are same..

THEY'RE MY FRIEND

for real

I just thinking about them

after reading they tweet today

thought of them I just remembered their faces

2 days ago

I want their face always like that

so cute and lovable <3

we are not in drama so we shouldn't too often emo or galau ok ? =P

although our life so complicated

just learn to be happy ^^

for sure I'll miss u guys ~~

miss me too la sometimes lol

hope can hangout together again in another time ya bro

we are complicated CHERRYBELLE

learn how to be happy

with what you have

while you pursue all that

you want <3

GOD BLESS~~

MUAACCCKKKSSSS

You know that feeling when you're just waiting,

waiting to get home into your room,

close the door,

fall into bed,

and just let everything out that you kept in all day,

that feeling of both relief and desperation?

Nothing is wrong,

but nothing is right either,

and you're tired,

tired of everything,

tired of nothing,

and you just want someone to be there

and tell you it's okay,

but no one's going to be there,

and you know you have to be strong for yourself

because no one can fix you.

But you're tired of waiting,

tired of having to be the one to fix yourself

and everyone else,

tired of being strong,

and for once,

you just want it to be easy,

to be simple,

to be helped,

to be saved,

but you know you won't be,

but you're still hoping

and you're still wishing

and you're still staying strong

and fighting with tears in your eyes.

♥ HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 ♥

Happy New Year Blogwalkings ^^

may every day of the new year glow with cheer for you

and

your family ^^

I celebrate the new year at the Cinema @XXI

watching Sherlock Holmes II

I dunno whats going on outside lol

only hear the sounds of fireworks =P

New Year Eve Pict

如果我的心丢了，你是否会买个新的送我。

最好是透明的，让我自己也能看清背面的色泽。

不必太轻，不要太沉，揣在口袋里刚好安稳。不必太冷，不要太烫。

要和早上阳光的温度相当。你会把它捧在手里吧，呵一口气，用轻柔的手指拨它翻身。

你会把它放在水里吧，让它能够自由的呼吸....

♥ Late Christmas Wishes ♥

Merry Christmas all Blogwalking

sorry for late wishing

^^

nothing so special in this christmas

bcus it rains everyday here =[

@24th

even heavy rain on Xmas Eve

and I went to the mall with @wattylay to meet old friends

waiting for her @Pondok Ale-Ale Mega Mall Pontianak

ate and took some photos =p

and after she come

we went to JCO to drink Hot Chocolate

then chit chat *Good Feelings* ^^

after a fews minute she left first to accompany her mom shopping

so me and watty still stay @JCO meet another friends..

watty friends, all guy and i dont know them =.=

and alr 11.00 PM

we went to watch midnight

Jack And Jill

funny >.<

I'm kidding, I'm kidding, I'm kidding =P

back home late and still havent slept

chatting up until morning =.=

@25th

not slepping at all =_=

and had to go to Church

damn I'm sleepy and we were even late

caused flooding in the roads

what a Christmas ??

but thats nothing cause Xmas always brings peace to me

after arriving at church the feeling very good

thanks my Lord i still can feel this Xmas with happiness

@IFGF GISI CHURCH

back from church pick up my friend for lunch

hungry and it was raining again =_="

@PizzaHut

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY

JESUS THE REASON FOR THE SEASON

now waiting for new year

2012 will come in just a few days again ^^

have a nice day